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Oh my Kami-sama, today was so embarrassing. First Arai, then a group of students from school; I swear I am going to get bullied again tomorrow, then there was student body president I hope he didn’t realize it was me.
Oh my Kami-sama, today was so embarrassing. First Arai, then a group of students from school; I swear I am going to get bullied again tomorrow, then there was student body president I hope he didn’t realize it was me.
Wait… why
was I letting this ruin my bath! I tried shaking the idea of. I’m used to it
right. I used to being alone, and bullied right. For some reasons those
thoughts felt like I was lying to myself. I knew this feeling. Lying to myself.
I did it all the time. But why, how, what? What was a lie, what was the truth?
Ugh, I can’t take this anymore. I have gotten soft haven’t I, this is the
worst. It’s all Arai’s fault. Dam! I splash the water in the bath around. It’s
all his fault, and his big ideas. I was better off without him getting in my
way. I was perfectly fine before, right. Wasn’t I? Why do I keep lying to myself?
That night I couldn’t go to sleep. My mind was whirling trying I find out what was the truth and what was a lie. I still don’t know. Maybe I just don’t want to be all alone again in a dark, cold place again. Just like before. Or is it even more than that.
That night I couldn’t go to sleep. My mind was whirling trying I find out what was the truth and what was a lie. I still don’t know. Maybe I just don’t want to be all alone again in a dark, cold place again. Just like before. Or is it even more than that.
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